Not sure...

Not sure what to say, not sure what I SHOULD say. My family emailed me the article about my uncle last night. It's so unfair. People my age (or younger) should not lose their parents. People my parents age shouldn't lose their spouses. I cannot imagine what my aunt is feeling. I know that I would be completely inconsolable, and even now - I'm at a loss.

So, this is what fills our thoughts right now. Well, that and Budman's father, who has been in poor health for years, but is back in the hospital this week. At this point we've heard 2 - 4 months left, but they've been telling us for 5 or 6 years that each Christmas would be his last. My guess? He's too ornery to die... Still, Budman is hurting, and I am hurting.

And I promise I will post pictures of the new car, and happier details of our lives. But right now, it just doesn't feel right...